my new experience

Bismillah walhamdulillah...

Basically if we can lead ourselves only then we can lead others. true or not? how to lead our ownself actually??? the key is don't pampered ourselves.. don't ever live in a comfortable condition.. this is because if we let ourselves in a comfortable life, we will feel so lazy to do our job.. this is through my own experience.. like an actress in a chinese drama said 'everything is not bad until you tasted it'... i think, if we work, we will know ourselves.. now i know, all this while, i live in a very comfort life.. this is proved when i work, i felt that i was at home..can do anything i want..like take a nap, eat, and did not care about others.. actually i can not do this because i am working..or i will lose my job..may be i think like that because i work with my own auntie..so, if i am going to be sacked, i can live at her house.. but now i must change my mentality... to solve my problem, i told my auntie to put me with other workers.. so that i will feel not so comfortable with my life.. so, from now on, i must set in my mind that i am a worker.. if i fail to control my bad behaviour, i will be going to be sacked... it is not easy to change our bad behaviour totally.. but i promised to myself, i will try as a preparation in the future when i work with others...